I’m drowning in negativity – self-inflicted, repetitive, damaging, pointless negativity. And yet, I can’t seem to stop sucking it in (and spewing it out, for that matter).
I get up in the morning and I’m already choking back despair and frustration. I sit at my desk and fight tears back daily. I lost this morning. I think I freaked my desk-neighbor out – haha. Guys don’t seem to “get” the crying thing.
Not sure what the point of this post is, I guess. Just. . . thinking aloud.
Yesterday was full of celebration stuff, and I didn’t get photos of much of the food. I’m not really feeling up to doing two days worth of calorie counting (it’s amazing how much time it actually takes – when the foods are new and don’t come with already printed nutrition information), so here’s what I ate yesterday:
- small slice of Italian cream cake
- coffee w/ creamer/sugar
- pork vermacelli
- 3 pieces shrimp tempura sushi roll
- 1 piece spicy Cajun sushi roll
- small slice of Italian cream cake (yes, a 2nd one)
- 1/2 order tortellini alla panna
- 1 knotted bread roll w/ butter
- Water count: 2
Bad day, I know.